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[28 Sep 2009|09:41pm] |
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i can't put into words how shitty i feel about this day.
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yea yea.
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[11 May 2009|02:28pm] |
I have met all my short term goals. I have a car, an apartment, im going to school, and i have a job.
things are starting to look up. im proud of myself for doing so well on my own.
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yea yea.
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[03 May 2009|08:31pm] |
not happy.
and im hungry.
beers for dinner.
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yea yea.
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[13 Apr 2009|04:26pm] |
never been more embarrassed in my life.
I don't want to be that girl.
So I'm making some changes, no more drinking (I'm dead serious) and I need to find a way to fix my anger issues. Punching people in the face isn't cool.
Also, I let myself get wrapped up in other peoples bullshit way to easy. I need to stop that shit. Just because your my friend your problems are not mine and I don't want to be persuaded by anyone to convince me who I should or shouldn't like. I have lost several great opportunities for friendships in the past because of this problem. If you're a friend, I'll be there for you but I'm no longer going to fight any ones battles for them.
I'm disgusted with my behavior and I'm sure a lot of people are.
I almost lost someone I love because of whiskey?? no thanks goodbye alcohol.
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yea yea
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[25 Mar 2009|09:05pm] |
doing my research paper on addiction.
also, my family is driving me crazy.
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yea yea.
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